JUST FOR LOVE (Love made her) chapter 63
By Zeemah writes
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I bolted the door and cried immediately psycho left.
How could she give up so easily?
I never thought she could do that.
I expected her to make plans with me on how to fish out the anonymous perpetrator but no! She didn’t.
That friendship means a lot to me.
I wasn’t that excited when i made friends with Jacq and Karissa but this particular friendship with psycho is pure bliss.
Why would she think i was hurt because of her.
I have enemies in makers high school, the females students are the only ones who truly care about me.
It’s obvious i won’t be in school for some time,nurse Ella told me my head tore badly and it might take two weeks or more to heal.
I don’t want mum and dad seeing me in this condition but i have no choice,they will.
They planned on staying for a week in India, they’ll be back by next week.
Dad will surely visit my school cause i know how furious he’ll be.
I wish they can stay in India till I’m completely healed.
The pain of quitting the friendship plus the one I’m feeling all over my head is making my heart heavy.
I know i would never be as happy as i was.
Our friendship was just two days,i shouldn’t be this broken but two days with psycho is like two years.
The moments i spent with her are stuck in my brain,never to be forgotten.
I looked down and noticed tears were still dropping from my eyes.
I sniffed and winced in pain when my head began aching seriously.
The wound is so painful,when i opened my eyes at first at the infirmary,i thought half of my head had been cut off.
Psycho cried for me,her lovely tears dropped on my face.
I had looked up and saw her crying,her tears continued dropping on my face and i felt glad she cared for me.
I smiled when i remembered how happy she looked when she saw me awake.
Anel is just like a goddess,moments
“Dan,Dan are you okay?” I heard Mike’s voice through the door.
“I am” I cleaned my tears.
“You’re not” He said.
“I am, Mike” I walked to the still wiping off my tears.
I was about unbolting the door.
“Two girls from your school are here,one with a pink hair and the other one looks like a whale” He said.
I felt tempted to laugh.
That’s Karissa and Jacq,I wonder how they knew my home address.
“Are they here with you?” I asked.
“No,i made them stay at the living room” He said.
“Good,now tell them i don’t wanna see anyone for today,they should come back some other time” I said.
“Okay Dan” He said and i heard his footsteps,which
I returned to the bed and sat down, looking straight at my reflection in the standing mirror placed beside my drawer.
I can’t believe I’m the one.
I look the complete opposite, of course i still look handsome but i know i was better than this.
The bandage wrapped round my head made me look like different,my face was never this pale and my eyes were a bit red,my cheeks are wet and flushed.
“Dan,they don’t wanna leave” Mike’s voice broke through my thoughts.
I sighed and stood up.
“They don’t wanna leave?” I asked walking to the door.
“Mike please make them leave,i know you can do that. Please,i don’t wanna see anyone” I said.
“Okay” He said.
I’ve not gotten out of my school wears.
I need to freshen up.
I walked into the bathroom, and picked a shower cap to cover my hair and bandage from getting wet.
I pulled out of my school wears and stood under the shower,i turned on the faucet.
The cold water splashed on my body and i felt a bit relieved.
I walked out of the bathroom with a towel fastened round my waist.
I walked to the wardrobe and pulled it open.
I lazily picked a purple t-shirt with a pair of white shorts before closing the wardrobe.
I dropped the clothes on the bed and started drying my body.
I walked to the underwear drawer and selected one.
I put it on,my short and t-shirt came next.
I removed the shower cap and dropped it beside the towel.
I gently brushed my hair to avoid touching the bandage,i packed it up,but the curly strands laid on the bandage.
“Dan, open the door,they are gone” I heard Mike said.
I quickly walked to the door and unbolted it.
Mike rushed in, looking straight at my face.
“Are you okay?” He asked and i nodded before shutting the door.
I noticed he has not gotten out of his school wears.
“You look better,those girls didn’t want to leave but i pushed them with my power” Mike boasted revealing his small muscle.
I gave a short laugh.
“I like the one who came here before them,she’s beautiful and nice” He smiled and i felt more sad.
If only Mike knew what happened between us, psycho is so lucky to have made Mike like her easily..
“What happened to her,she was crying when she left” Mike said
“She cried?” I asked in surprise.
“Yes,she did” Mike said.
Was she also hurt about it?
Or was she crying for another reason?
“Why was she crying?” Mike prodded.
“Uhm…she cried because I’m hurt” I said.
“Wow, that means she likes you . I like her more, what’s her name?” He asked.
I spelt out her name “P-S-Y-C-H-O” .
“Psycho?” Mike’s eyes widened.
“You mean she’s the one you call psycho? Wow” He grinned.
“Yes” I smiled.
“But she’s too beautiful to be a psycho” He twitched his nose.
“That’s the reason i call her B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U
“Beautiful psycho?” He looked amused.
“OMG…Dan!” He laughed.
I tried to laugh too but i can’t…I’m sad,I’m only trying to brace up for Mike.
“Mike, help me return the towel and shower cap to the bathroom,while i order pizza” I said.
He grinned. “finally!”
I picked my phone,while he quickly did what i told him to do.
I quickly placed an order for a box of pizza.
Mike walked out of the bathroom.
“I hope you didn’t mess with my things?” I asked and he shook his head.
“Now,go to your room and get freshened up,the pizza will arrive in few minutes” I said and he hopped happily to his room.
I walked out of my room,close the door and headed down the stairs to the living room.
I sat on the couch and stared into space.
Tears gathered in my eyes again and i struggled hard to hold it but it poured down my cheeks.
I can’t believe I’m crying for just two days friendship.
The door bell rang and i quickly wiped my tears and walked to the door.
I opened it and saw a lady in B&M delivery company uniform..she wore a smile, holding the medium sized box of pizza in a customised nylon.
“Good afternoon,I’m Sandra from B&M delivery company” She greeted.
“Good afternoon,i was the one who ordered the pizza” I said.
I brought out my phone from my pocket and scrolled through the apps before clicking on one.
“Type in the company’s acct number,I’m going to be making a transfer” I stretched my phone to her.
She collected it and did it swiftly before handing it back to me.
She opened a small book and showed me the price of the pizza plus the delivery service.
I nodded and quickly did the transfer.
“Transfer successful” I said and the company’s phone in her pocket beeped.
She stretched the pizza to me and told me to sign on a book,i did and collected the pizza.
“Thanks for patronizing B&M delivery company, we hope you do next time” She bowed a little and started walking to the gate.
I know their van is outside the gate.
I closed the door and walked back to the living room.
Mike was already seated,obviousl
He turned and smiled, seeing me with the pizza.
I dropped it on the table.
“You can open it and start eating,I’ll get us juice from the kitchen” I said.
I watched as he opened the box of pizza and threw a slice in his mouth.
I walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge ignoring the pains in my head.
Nurse Ella warned me not to stress myself or the head will ache frequently and take long to heal but does walking in the house means stress.
How will i cope throughout the week,I’ve not done anything and my head has started aching,how will i take care of Mike and i?
I brought out a pack of chilled orange juice from the fridge and rinsed two glass cups in the sink before going back to the living room.
Mike has eaten half of the pizza.
I knew he was hungry.
I dropped the juice and glass cups on the table and sat down.
I breathed trying to steady my head but the pain grew worse.
I breathed in and out for several minutes before the pain reduced a little.
“Dan are you okay?” Mike asked.
I nodded and opened the pack of juice.
I poured it in our glass cups and picked mine.
I gulped half of it and remembered how psycho said my throat looks funny.
I smiled sadly and gulped more juice.
The juice healed me a bit,i felt more better.
I reached for a slice of pizza and ate it slowly.
It remained just few slices of pizza in the box,we were both full.
I noticed Mike was looking at me pleadingly .
He does that whenever he has committed an offence.
Damn! What has this boy done again.
“Dan,i did something i know you won’t like” He said.
“What?” I asked.
“Wait till you find out,i hope you won’t get mad” He said.
“Ah!” I sighed “what have you done again?”
“I’m sorry” He said.
The doorbell rang and i looked at Mike who quickly sat up.
I stood up and walked to the door, opened it and got the surprise of my life.
My biological Mum!
“Mike!” I yelled and felt a sharp pain tore through my head.
“Ah!” I winced in pain.
“Daniel, you’re nuts!” Mum shouted and walked in,then closed the door behind her.
“You got a huge wound as this and you couldn’t call me! If Mike hadn’t call me,you would have remained in this house suffering cause i know the wound on your head would prevent you from doing anything. You don’t want Laura and Bryan to be aware,then why didn’t you call me? Am i not your mother!” She said angrily and walked into the living room.
I followed her with a sullen look.
Am so gonna kill mike!
Mike rushed to hug her and she picked him in her arms and pecked his cheeks.
“Thanks for calling, Michael” She said and dropped him.
“I’m sorry Mum” I said.
“Keep quiet and come over here” She said and i shifted closer to her.
She hugged me and i returned the hug.
I’ve miss her though.
“I nearly had an attack when i was told your head got broken” She said worriedly examining my head.
“How did it happen?” She asked.
“I got hit with a rod by an anonymous person” I said.
“What! You mean you don’t know who hit you?”
“When did Makers high school become less secured? I’m gonna call Mrs Oliver now and sue that school immediately” She said bringing out her iPod from her shoulder bag.
“Mum” I stopped her.
“What?” She asked.
“Just let it go,i don’t want you to do anything about it” I said.
“You mean,i should let it go? What if it was worst than this” She said.
“Please mum,just let it go. I don’t want this matter to be exaggerated and i don’t want Mum and Dad to know about it until they’re back”
“Okay” She dropped her iPod back in her bag and i sighed.
“There’s no one to take care of any of you,you both are coming with me to my house” She said.
“I won’t accept a no!” She said when i was about objecting.
“Go pack your clothes and the things you’ll need,come Mike. I’ll help you with yours” She said and took Mike’s hand,they both climbed the stairs to Mike’s room.
Well…it’s a good thing,I’ve miss Sarah,Lynne and Todd and mum’s husband also with Lena,their house help.
I’m still gonna punish Mike for this though.
We were done packing.
We walked out of the house after switching off the lights and electrical gadgets.
I locked the door while mike and mum headed to her Jeep.
I quickly walked to Joe.
“Joe,I’ll be gone for a week. A nurse is gonna come here tomorrow,direct
I walked to mum’s Jeep while Joe opened the gate.
I opened the backseat door and got in.
I adjusted my bag on my laps before glaring at Mike who was smiling annoying beside me.
Mum turned on the ignition, reversed and started driving out of the gate.
I waved at Joe and he waved back before Mum sped away.
“Dan” Lynne,Sarah and Todd rushed to me as we entered the living room.
“How are you?” I asked.
“We’re fine” They chorused.
Lynne is the oldest and prettiest, she’s 10 ,Sarah is 7,she’s beautiful and smart while Todd is 3, He’s cute and playful.
I’ve miss them all.
“We miss you” Sarah said.
“You took so long to come back” Lynne said.
“I’m sorry,I was so busy with school work” I said and dropped my bag,i bent to pick Todd who giggled.
“OMG your head!” Sarah exclaimed.
“Geez! What happened to you?” Lynne asked.
“An accident” I said.
“Sorry” Sarah covered her face with her palm dramatically.
“Does it hurt?” Lynne asked.
“A bit” I lied.
It hurts badlyyyyyy.
“I’m glad it doesn’t hurt much” Sarah said.
“Mike!” Lynne exclaimed ” I didn’t see you at first” She rushed to him.
“Hi” Mike grinned.
“Mike!” Sarah also called, following Lynne..
“Who is he?” Todd asked.
“Shut up! You were 2 when Mike came here last” Sarah said to Todd.
I quickly placed Todd on the floor when i noticed he was beginning to tamper with my bandage.
He rushed to meet the rest.
“Where’s your husband?” I asked Mum.
“He went to work, he’ll be back soon” She said.
He’s a very nice and accommodating Man,i like him.
I looked round the living room and noticed it has been refurnished.
Dad’s artworks were hung on their wall.
I smiled and turned back to mum,she was talking to the children.
“Show Mike to his room” She told them and they obeyed immediately.
Little Todd also staggered after them.
“Lena” Mum called.
“Yes ma’am” She answered before she appeared.
“OMG Dan” She said excitedly and pulled me into a hug.
I smiled and hugged her back.
“How have you been? And whet the hell happened to your head?” She asked.
“He’s gonna tell you everything once he’s fully settled,i want you to make a meal for him and his brother” Mum said.
“Okay ma’am” she smiled and rushed back to the kitchen,after winking at me.
“Take your bag to your room, we’ll discuss after you’ve eaten” She said and i nodded.
I entered the library after i finished eating with Mike,he has went on to play.
Mum told me to wait for her in the library.
My eyes scanned the books and i walked around, thinking about psycho.
I sighted a picture pasted on the wall and walked closer to it.
The picture wasn’t there the last time i came.
It’s a picture of a girl,she’s a teen obviously and damn! She’s beautiful.
There was an odd familiarity,i looked closer.
This picture is similar to the one in dad’s studio room.
The one dad drew and cherish like god.
This is the picture!
What connection do they have?
JUST FOR LOVE (Love made her) chapter 69
HIS GOLDEN SECRET (being perfect) EPISODE 17
HIS GOLDEN SECRET (being perfect) EPISODE 17
BY RUTHIE LEE
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Sometimes In life, our wishes gets the best of us, challenges are what makes life interesting and overcoming them is what makes life meaningful, death is not the most tragic loss in life, the most tragic loss is what dies inside while you’re still alive, and lastly expectations are dangerous.. I know all this cause I actually feel them.
After that evening with Naomi, she left leaving me to feel bad for myself and I ended up falling asleep without eating Dinner.
“Samantha!!” I heard my name.
“Sammie..” I heard it again and my eyes flutter open.
“mom!. What are you doing here?” I asked sitting on my bed.
“Beatrice told me you slept without eating dinner and I brought you some even though to late” my mom said quietly and I glance at my phone to check the time but it wasn’t on, so I forgot about it, my mom smiled gently as me and handed the tray on her hand over to me.
“C’mon eat, you’ve been getting really skinny” she said with a worried tone and I rolled my eyes. Since I didn’t want her to worry much, I started to eat, I didn’t have an appetite but I had to force myself.
“Samantha, I’m sorry” my mom said.
“you should be” I muttered.
“I’m sorry, for pushing you and controlling you to be who you’re not supposed to be and I rea–
“mom..” I cut her off “it’s okay don’t remind me”
“if there’s one thing I know is this”.. “forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness, but because you deserve peace, and I need peace.. forgiveness is not something we do for other people, we do it for ourselves to get well and move on” I tell my mom and she sniffed and pulled me in a warm hug, “oh honey, I’m so sorry” she said.
“it’s okay” I said.
After eating my mom took back the tray and I laid on my bed again, I looked at the time and it was ten thirty (10:30pm) I sighed and before I knew it I fell asleep again.
The next morning I woke up feeling a little energetic unlike yesterday and after my morning run, I had a splendid shower, put on my uniform, ate breakfast before having Evans drive me to school.
I got to school and made my journey to class, I got to class and sat on my seat, everyone was busy talking to each other since there was no teacher In the class, and I didn’t want to talk to anyone but I didn’t know when I got on my seat and walked up to Tracey who was talking to a girl beside her, seeing me she said something to the girl and she smiled and left.
“hey,” I smiled.. .”hi” she said in a whisper and looked away.
“I…i. I’m not here to say anything bad, I’m just here to apologize” I tell her.
“before you say anything” I cut her off.. “I just want you to know that I am sorry for everything I’ve said or done to you and I really wish..we could talk again cause I really miss you” I rushed the last part and she giggled.
“ditto,..” she said and stood up “I really feel the same way, it’s not my intention to be this way to you but I kind of have to cau-
My sudden hug stopped her from talking and I could feel her smiles from my shoulder “it’s okay, as long as you added ditto, you don’t have to say anything else” I tell her and we both released from the hug … “I didn’t know you’re this nice” Tracey laughed.
“don’t joke with it, it only comes once in a blue moon” I laughed too. The English teacher walked in and everyone groaned while I walked back to my seat. After learning a lot that morning it was time for lunch break and honestly I wish I could keep learning cause this few days, I’ve been loosing my appetite. “hey” someone growled behind me making me flinch and turn immediately.
“James!!” I yelled and held my chest. “you scared me!” I added.
“sorry” he laughed
“so…? You going out for lunch break?” he asked.
“why not, I mean aren’t we supposed to eat to live?” I said sarcastically and he laughed.
“well then let’s go eat and live together” he said and placed his hand in front of me and I gently placed mine on top of his with a smile and we both walked out.
We both ordered our food and went to a table at the center of the cafeteria, but I just couldn’t eat, it was so noisy that my head start to spin it was like the noise was about me, it was like everyone’s talking about me.
“are you okay?” James asked. But I shook my head negatively.
“I can’t seem to find myself hungry in here” .
“okay, well they’re other places you can quietly eat where no one will bother you” James said.
“the classroom, the gym, the auditorium and the school garden” James replied .
“the school has a garden?” I asked.
“yeah at the back of the second building” he replied.
“no wonder I always see a wide empty area at the schools map not knowing what it was” .
“students aren’t there and Esther’s the watch lady, don’t worry if she finds us there I’ll threaten her with her big sleepover and she won’t report us” James said and I smiled and gave him a flirty eye roll.
We both left for the school garden and a small wow, escaped my lips and I smiled, it was magical, like that of fairytale stories, it was greenish, breezy and has this strong smell of dew and leaves and it made my non hungry mouth, hungry. There was a long bench at the middle of the low trimmed grasses and I walked up to it and sat down. James walked up to me and sat beside me and we both quietly start to eat, James finished his food in a jiffy and start to drink his box of milk, he bought like three boxes of milk.. “is it skimmed milk?” I asked.
“nope, the one that gives you a lot of fat” he said and I nod and chew hard on my burger.
“but you’ve been taking it and you’re not getting any fat, shouldn’t you visit the doctor” I said playfully and he playfully glared at me.
“that’s not something I should worry about, I’m not destined to get fat I just take them cause it helps me think, milks are like drugs to me, just as you are to me now” he said sulking a whole lot of milk in his mouth. and I almost cried at his romantic statement, I couldn’t help but get flushed at that so I pretended like I didn’t hear a thing.
“have you tried taking chocolate milk, cake or chocolate candy bars. I heard it’s good for adding to your–
“I’m not trying to get fat Sam, I love the way I am” James cut me off.
“I’m sorry have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately?” I asked and rolled my eyes
“yep, I still look as charming as always” he beamed. But it’s true.
“show off to any other girl, for a boy, you’re too skinny I mean take a look at Kaden for example he’s not skinny like you he’s fleshy and full of boyish meat unlike you” I said and James scoffed, “if you want to date him just say it don’t use skinny as an excuse” .
I rolled my eyes at James for saying that and continued, “I mean under his shirt I’m sure they’re a lot of breathtaking packs that will make girls for to their knees” I said with seriousness to get James angry but he didn’t seem affected by it.
“I’ve got packs too six of them” he said boastfully opening his second box of milk.
“six packs??, are you sure they’re packs or your ribs?” I asked and he sighed, “gosh that hurts” I laughed.
We both remained quiet and with a small smile still on my lips and as I shoved my straw inside my juice box and start to sulk the pineapple juice inside it, James breathed out loudly before saying.
“you know I didn’t like you at first, cause you’re always pestering and disturbing that it made me disliked an you, and with all Kaden was saying about you, but then I suddenly saw through you and saw this sweet lovely Sam who just wants a life like everyone else but was very different from everyone else and the way you confessed your feelings was shocking to me at first but If I think about it sometimes I just laugh cause it wasn’t just funny it was sweet, I wasn’t supposed to like you Sam, but I did cause you’re a real charmer, you got me and I’ve never liked someone my whole life” James smile and I slowly turned to him.
What does he mean by he wasn’t supposed to fall for me.
“James you really are f–
“Samantha..” he cut me off “I really…. really like you even though it’s bizarre but I do, I like it that I do but I also hate it but I can’t help it, our deities once fell in love and it doesn’t matter who they fell in love with cause the feeling’s there but In this century it matters,” ..
I don’t know why James is saying all this and somehow it made me scared, when the person you’re dating start to say things like this, it only means one thing, they’re diagnosed with a horrible disease and they want to break up. So I asked.
“James, are you alright?”
“what are you talking about I’m perfectly fine” he smiled,
“really?” I said and my voice shook. He nods and I sighed,
“you saying all this is making me scared and it somehow felt like you’re about to break up with me” I said, but he just stared at the grasses not saying anything..
“James..” I called for his attention and he turned to me. “can we… Kiss?” he asked slowly as he turned to me.
“why are you suddenly acting this way?” I asked, normally if he wanted to kiss me he does it on his own free will but now he’s asking for my permission.
“because nothing lasts forever we better live in the moment” he added leaning close to me but I stood up.
“if you’re going to continue like this I’m leaving” and was about to go but he pulled me back.
“I’m sorry.” he said and stood up too.
“so you’re coming over to my house this Saturday right?” he asked with a smile. “Yeah, wait why again?” I asked.
“for our project in history” he said and I nod, “yeah right” I nod and grabbed my tray.
“you’re done eating, I’m done too so let’s just go back to class” I said and he nods and we both walked back to class,
I didn’t really pay attention in class because of James words earlier, why was he saying all those things, he acted really weird and that was scary.
** Fast forward **
School was over and we all went to drama class, everyone acted their scenes perfectly even Victoria and the drama teacher gave her a small nod when she was done acting.
When it was the time for James and I to do the kissing scene, I noticed James strange behaviour like when am a princess I promised to kiss him so he could be prince again and not a frog and when I kissed him lightly on his lips he wanted more.. But I withdrew quickly we earned a small applaud and the drama teacher told me the kissing didn’t have to be real but he didn’t mind it being real.
I said goodbye to James before getting into my limo.
I got home and took a shower and I couldn’t just stop thinking about my James I was seriously worried that I didn’t pay attention during dinner and I received a few worried questions from my mom.
That night I decided to watch TV and turning it on it gave a great highlight to our living room cause I’ve never turned the TV on, it was my first time, I turned on my phone hot-spot and the TV’s Wi-Fi and streamed the internet for movies, I spotted like three interesting ones and clicked on the first one. and watching movie from TV is better than watching it from a laptop, my mom met me watching TV but she just passed me by and it helped me took my mind off James a little.
But the memory of James came back when I was about to sleep… But thankfully I manged to fall asleep.
The next morning I was surprised I wasn’t woken up by my alarm but Beatrice told me it was Saturday and I insanely laughed at myself for not knowing that. I ate breakfast and told my parents I’m going over to a friend’s house for our history project.. “is it James?” my mom questioned when I told her
“yes” I replied
“okay be home early” she said.
“I’m also going to a sleepover” I tell her
“what? You and Naomi can have one here” she suggested.
“mom please!” I said and she sighed and gave in, “make sure you invite Naomi too” she said and I rolled my eyes “sure” I said before walking away.
Evans drove me to Jame’s residence and seeing me he smiled and open the door wider for me to walk in, I met six guys in his living room and you’ll know they’re all related to James cause they have the same face features but James’s the prettiest.
“hi” I wave at them.
“is this the Cinderella?” one of the guys asked and another one nod.
“nice to meet you Samantha” the guy who nodded winked at me and I smiled. “nice to meet you t–
“ignore them sam” James said as he dragged me upstairs.
James slammed the door to his room and I turned to him immediately.
“brothers.. Yeah” he interrupted me and I smiled.
“how do they know my name” I asked sitting on his bed.
“the last time you came here three of my brothers met you and they wondered who you were cause you suddenly walked passed them without saying hi and then they started to call you Cinderella”. James explained and I giggled.
“okay well I’ve gotten everything ready, we have to get somethings done and get ready for Esther’s sleepover” James said and I nod and took off my jacket.
We both got really busy with our project, I got to wear an apron and rubber gloves cause I was dealing with paint and glue, James brother didn’t allow us to concentrate cause they kept barging into his room and each of them either handing me hot chocolate or orange juice and I couldn’t say no cause they held such beautiful smile when giving it to me.. James wasn’t just handsome he was creative, I sat on his bed and watch him paint Jupiter very carefully. He noticed me watching him and he shyly smiled.
“don’t fall me too much” he said.
“why? Aren’t you worth falling for?” I asked and his smile faded.
“no” he muttered.
“what.. You silly boy, like you don’t know you’re the most handsome b–
“can I tell you something?” he asked.
“sure go on” I gesture my head giving him a go.
“no not now, when I’m done painting” he said and I nod “I’ll be waiting”.
James was done painting and we both washed our hands and set the five planets we’ve created beside his window for the afternoon sun and breeze to dry them and we’ll do the other ones later.
James seemed to be enjoying the hot chocolate his brothers brought for me and I giggled.
“and I thought you only love milk, looks like I was wrong”.
“hot chocolate and hot afternoon go perfectly well you can feel your blood ignite” he said and I rolled my eyes.
“so.. About the ‘thing’ you said you were going to tell me” I reminded him and he sighed and dropped the mug of chocolate..
“gosh I’m nervous” he muttered and stood up. “Samantha keeping this from you is just going to make me commit suicide one day so you have to know” he sighed.
“know what?” I asked.
“that.. That I’m not a guy,” James breathed out.
“Huh?” I moved my head forward.
“I’m a girl” he added.
“I’m sorry but can you speak actual words” I stated angrily.. “I’m not a guy Sam, I’m a girl, you’ve been dating a girl” he said and I laughed bitterly.
“if this is a new method of breaking up with girls then it sucks” I huffed.
“I’m not trying to break up with you, well I am but I don’t want you to get hurt but don’t you see it?” he asked and moved his hair back and I almost cried of how beautiful he looked. And for the first time I saw a girl in him.
“did Tracey poison your mind to break up with me did she give you this idea??!!!” I yelled and he groaned and walked to his door slammed it close and locked it. “fine, then I’ll prove it to you” he said and I looked at him from head to toe. Why??!!
“I’ve always been putting on chest binders.. He said as he unbutton his shirt and I just stood and watched him not wanting to believe my eyes and ears.. my body shook strangely, when my teary eyes laid on his.. Or her chest that was pressed with a grey colored chest binder.
“Ja… Ja.. Ja.. I couldn’t speak and I suddenly fell to the floor.. How could it be
“I’m sorry Samantha” he said kneeling in front of me,.. “no.. No this is a dream right?” I cried as my eyes met his.. “I’m sorry” he gasp.
“but why.. Why..” I cried.
Why did he have to pretend to be a boy and why did I fall for him and I’ve been dating girl, how could this be.. I cried even more when he hugged me but I pushed him away.
“you made a fool out of me!! Why didn’t tell me!” I yelled
“I’m sorry I wanted to but I started to like you” he said not looking at me.
“you started to like me? If you really liked me you would have told me sooner!” I sobbed and stood up, ..
“people like you should rot in hell” I said and walked passed him… “Samantha I..
“I wish I never spoke to you” I cut him off.
“and James.. James.. Is that even your real name?” I sob as I stare at the door.
“it’s.. Janice” he muttered lowly and his or her.. I don’t even know what gender to feel in.. This is annoying, it’s killing me!!
“well Janice, I hope to never see you again” I said and walked out.
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HIS GOLDEN SECRET (being perfect) EPISODE 16
HIS GOLDEN SECRET (being perfect) EPISODE 16
BY RUTHIE LEE
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“Sam..” James called
“I have to tell you something” he added .. “okay.. Go on” I said and glanced at Tracey who was looking at James attentively.
“actually Sam I… I’ve been wanting to tell you this” james said lowly and I smiled “take your time”.
“I want you to go on a date with me” James rushed his words and I giggled.
“James..?” Tracey glared at him.
“what’s your problem Tracey” James snarled.
“my problem is you dating her, tell her or I show her” Tracey ordered and I stare at the both of them wondering what’s going on.
“look I’m gonna tell her but not today and not now okay?!!” he said to Tracey and then tired to me.
“Sam.. I’ll be back”
James said and dragged Tracey out of the class.. “what do you think they’re going to talk about?” I asked Victoria as I watched them walk out of the class
“w..w.who k..knows??” Victoria stutter and I turned to her Victoria never stutters.
“I’m sorry do you know something?” I ask her.
“me?” she grinned.
“yeah, you’re the only one sitting with me and the only person I’m talking to so who could I be talking to if not you” I narrowed my eyes at her and she laughed nervously.
“oh Sarah you’re so funny” victoria laughed and my jaw dropped slightly. “I didn’t say anything funny and when did my name turn to Sarah?” I asked and she stood up immediately.
“hmm.. I smell muffins, I’m starving let’s go eat lunch together” she said and dragged me up. She’s sure acting weird since I wasn’t in the mood to question her anymore I let her drag me out of the class. We both walked out of the class and I bumped into James with my head hiting his chest.
“ouch.. That hurt” he said dryly and he saw me and smiled.
“sorry” I apologized and he laughed.
“I’m giving you till Friday James, Friday!!” Tracey barked at James before walking into the class.
“sure thing mom” James said sarcastically and Tracey turned and gave him a small glare.
James, victoria, and i ate lunch together and I “kind of” missed molly not seeing her or eating with her. And left me wondering where she was but I later realised she’ll be with Tracey.
While we’re eating Esther walked up to us and sat down beside Victoria, she said hi to the three of us and I was the only who replied Her cause James and Victoria were having a mouth full.
“so finally, I’m a little free from school’s president stuff and to celebrate, I’m having a sleepover and I’m inviting all my very good friends” Esther said and Victoria turned to her. “really?” she said with her mouth full.
“I’m muff spleefova.” victoria tried to speak and ended saying a bunch of messed up words and Esther passed her a bottle water and she took it from Esther and gulped it all down.
“I love sleepovers” Victoria corrected her self.
“that’s why I’m inviting you first, and you and you” Esther smiled referring the you and you to James and I.
“I’m not coming.” James said.
“what why?” Esther asked sadly.
“no reason, I’m not coming” Jame’s replied and Esther held his hand which made me glared at it a little bit which made James slipped his hand out of her grip.
“C’mon.. James.. It could be like old times, I’ll even invite Kaden and Lucas too.. Please James” Esther begged but James shook his head negatively.
“why aren’t you going?” I asked him.
“like I said no reason, I just don’t want to go” James said and I blinked rapidly. “I’m going and you’re going too” I stated and James sigh “whatever”.
“what’s this, I invited you and you said no, she ordered you and you agreed is she your girlfriend or what?” Esther rolled her eyes.
“you can say that again” James scoffed, Esther gazed at me a little. before turning back to Victoria.
“okay, it’s sweet you three are coming, I have to go invite the others” Esther said and walked away.
“it’s been ages since we all had a slumber party together, I think it’s going to be awesome” Victoria suggested.
“I think it’s going to be boring” James added, while I just ate my food thinking about nothing but the slumber party.
Lunch break was over and we all went back to class. Our history teacher came and he said we should get ready and start to prepare our project cause it’s remaining three week before the semester ends, I kind of registered late.. Well it’s not bad I’ll still have my final year and prom here but till next year…
After that we had biology and then art before school was finally closed, as I packed my books inside my bag, Catherine walked passed me not knowing my foot was in her way she tripped and almost fell, I don’t know how blind she is but she should have looked harder. I mean how could she not know.
“bitch, you did that on purpose didn’t you?” Catherine huffed.
“or you actually did that on purpose so you could find a way to take it down with me” I said and she glared at her.
“you bitch, apologize?” she yelled gaining a small amount of attention from different angles of the class.
“I’m sorry” I smirked. And carried my bag, she seemed a little bit amused by my apology and I slowly walk up to her
“address me as bitch again, and I’ll show you what bitches feel and act like” I threatened and walked up to James, one thing about girls like Catherine is that they look for that little frightened part of you and then take advantage of it and the next day you get bullied, and then the next day and the next day and that’s how your life ends, peer pressure. But if you stand up to your height and give them a taste of their own medicine they’ll be the frightened one, when some one is actually prettier than them or smarter than them, they find a way to crush that person, I’ve already crushed myself and I don’t need another damn crusher.
“ready?” I asked James.
He nods as he flipped his bag over his shoulder and we both walked out of the class together.
We got to drama class and the drama teacher suggested we rehearse first and we got everything right, we gained applause for our wonderful acting and the next set acted theirs and was applauded also, but the drama teacher had to yell when it was the scene of where Victoria and I are having the mother and daughter talk. Victoria kept mixing up Her words and that made me laugh a bit and the drama teacher yelled at us countless of times, but he calmed down when he noticed Victoria was just nervous and he told me to stop laughing.
Drama class was over and the drama teacher told me Victoria and three other girls who looked kind of familiar, to stay behind and clean the stage. I tried to tell him I did great in all my scene and he agreed but reminded me of my scene with Victoria and i gave in and stayed behind, James wanted to stay too and help me clean but after telling him not to worry and after receiving yells from our drama teacher to go home, he gave me a heart-throbing smile before leaving.
“I’m tired” Victoria whined as she picked up the broom-stick and shoving it inside the hole of the broom, “you haven’t even cleaned a single thing” I tell her and she sighed. “I know! thinking about it is making me more weaker” Victoria said and I laughed,. “don’t be a lazy bed and let’s clean that place, look at those girls they’re on fire” I said and Victoria turned to look at the three girls who were busy cleaning without any distraction. “okay you go ahead, I’ll be with you in a minute” Victoria said, and her voice echoed. I shook my head negatively and pulled her. “C’mon”.
“seriously Sam, I’ll be there”.
“be where?, we’re already there, just start cleaning” I giggled.
“no buts, if we clean in time we’ll go home earl––
“yea she’s so rude” I was interrupted by one of those three girls saying that and I had a feeling they were talking about me.
“excuse me?” I said to them and they turned to me.
“what?” one of them said.. “are you just talking about me just now?” I asked to be sure. I hate back blabbers.
“it’s you, and what are you going to do about it?” another one said and I scoffed. “I remember I don’t owe any of you girls money”.
“she’s the Samantha right?” one of the girls at the back whispered to the one in her front. “yeah” the front girl whispered .. “she’s still as rude as they say” the one at the back said and I breathed in.
“you’re just like everyone is saying rude selfish and Proud, people like you are meant to be g–
“hold on there cupcake” I said to the girl talking she had black long hair and she stood beside the girl in front. “you and I don’t know each other neither have we ever talk so what’s with your choice of words” I asked angrily.
“your friend didn’t want to work and yet you were still pressuring her Isn’t that wickedness?” the girl with black hair said and I scoffed.
“you’re not her and she’s not you and–
“she wasn’t pressuring me so it’s better if you guys mind your businesses” Victoria interrupted me and the girls looked a bit astonished by that but the one at the back huffed and they all mind their business , “looks like she bewitched Her friend” I heard one said but I ignored them.
“you know what, let’s start cleaning and go home early” Victoria said and I nod and we both did.
Evans drove me home and when I got home, I took a long bath that my skin started to get wrinkles. I wrapped a towel around my body and walked into my room to see Naomi on my bed, with my laptop and seeing me she dropped it.
“hi” she smiled at me.
“hey, when did you get here?” I smiled back.
“a few seconds ago, I came back from school and I was bored so I decided to come here, maybe you have something interesting to tell me?” Naomi smiled but I shook my head negatively..
“what were you doing with my laptop?” I asked. “I was just checking the web for stuffs interesting” she replied with a nervous grin.
“then why’d you stop?” I asked.
“I thought you’d be mad seeing me with it” she sighed
“well I’m not, you should totally continue with whatever you’re doing” I smiled.
“really?”.. She looks surprise. “yeah”.. She smiled happily and grabbed my laptop.
After wearing a white T-shirt and a short mini jeans skirt, I sat down in front of my dressing mirror and from the drawer beside it, I pulled out my hair dryer, I plugged it in and started to dry my hair. Naomi suddenly stood up and took the dryer from my hand “let me help” she beamed.
“thanks” I said. We both remained quiet as she dried my hair, and then looking at myself in the mirror I asked.. “Naomi, am I rude?”
“what?..tch.. no..” she said and rolled her eyes and I grabbed the hair dryer from her and turned it off dropping it on the drawer,
“tell me the truth, am I rude?” I asked again as she sat down on the bed opposite me.
“well..well.. A little bit” she whispered. Who’s she whispering to
“really?” I asked to be sure.
“well a lot” she added and my brows arched. “everyone says, I’m rude selfish and proud is that true?” I asked again but she gave no reply…
“Naomi…. ” I called and she sighed.
“well… yeah,” she said and stood up. I breathed in trying to sulk in my heavy tears, have I really been that bad. I covered my face with my palm and cried lightly in my arms.
“oh my god, I seriously didn’t mean to make you Sam, I’m sorry” Naomi said as she knelt in front of me and I pulled her in a tight and cried even more.
“I’m sorry” she said guiltily.
“I’m sorry if I haven’t been good to you, I’m sorry it’s taking me just now to grow up, I’m really sorry” I sniffed.
“it’s okay, if you haven’t been good to me I would have gave up years ago of being friends with you but I liked you for you that’s why I’m still here” Naomi said and I hugged her tightly.. I’ve been blind to see that I’ve been blessed with a good friend….
when i was little my mom took me to this children summer funfair and every kid there wanted to talk to me but my mom said I should not talk to them cause they were not up to our class that they’re just dirt and I stood side by side with my mom even though I wanted to talk to them badly and Naomi was among then, she was dressed in all yellow except her shoes which were pink exactly like mine and I was dressed in all pink, every mother had to let go of their child and let them have fun their selves and when all the children were all alone no one wanted to talk to me because of the way I treated them but then Naomi walked in front of me as I watched the children play together without me. I remembered the first words she said to me.
“hey we’re wearing the same shoes”
After those words we became friends I thought I we would never see each other again after that day but we ended leaving so close. As we grew up my mom couldn’t separate us and then I snapped and became this girl everyone hates but still Naomi loved me for me and I love her more..
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